Hi Nicola 

Things do get easier very slowly you never forget them, you keep thinking of them, remember you can still visit were ever they rest you can still talk to them you know they will always be there for you to visit, and take them flowers, I've got five relatives i go visit parents, grandparents, and youngest son, I visit when I can I. I'm afraid it gets orquard just lately, my wife is disabled & with my cancer. We won't ever forget them though. Best wishes.

Billy 

Hi Nicola, 

I am so sorry for your loss and wanted to send you our sincere condolences on behalf of the Cancer Chat team. I also wanted to let you know that you are not alone. I've just mentioned your thread to [@Gems89]‍ who also lost her nan on Good Friday and also mentioned feeling totally numb at the moment. You can read her story here and don't hesitate to comment if you wish. 

We have some interesting information on coping with grief here. 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator

Hi Billy

Thank you for reply.im finding it very difficult as this is the first person I have ever lost .I hope you and you wife are ok

Nicola

Hi Luci

Many thanks for taking time to reply I have left a chat on gems89 thread

Nicola