Hi, I'm a 47 year old guy,who's been diagnosed hiv positive 30years ago, with an aids diagnosis of 25 years,, I have had a problem with my liver for ten years, I was very recently given an appointment with the liver specialist due to blood monitoring, I now have an appointment to have an ultra sound on xmas eve on my liver. I'm automatically expecting the worst, and don't want to upset any bodies xmas, I have a appointment with the specialist on the 8/1/18, but am worried. And alone