I just want to say love and peace to everyone who is greaving there loved ones. It hurts like you wouldn’t believe but it will get better. The plasters will keep tearing of but then new ones will be put on and it is only true love that can make us feel this way. Be happy you had someone that made you feel this way because I know people that have no parents or loved ones to feel this way for. I’m a long distance truck driver rough touagh and a pain in most car drivers bottoms. The amounts of lads I know doing this job who have no one is so sad so I am taking comfort from my loss and from reading some of your posts. I have lost my mum just last week my dad two yrs prior and my 18 yr old sister in 1985 all to cancer. I am now 47 and the fourth of five children. Cancer is hard but harder for those who get it I feel. I hope that everyone on here gets some relief from there pain. I wish I could hug you all and make it better x