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Why is my husband suddenly rejecting any help?

11 Feb 2019 04:56

Hi,

My partner has stage IV lung cancer. When he was first diagnosed three years ago he relied a lot on my help in the day to day things, finding doctors, hospitals etc. It has been tough for us all - this sounds  selfish as I can't even try to comprehend what he is going through - but it did initially bring us closer. He now won't speak to us. He has aspbergers which it makes it harder to understand. Everything changed two years ago and the tension has been horrendous. Any advice would be really helpful.

Thank you

Re: Why is my husband suddenly rejecting any help?

11 Feb 2019 06:59 in response to June08

Hey Hun, 

I'm so sorry first of all to hear of your husband's diagnosis. I can't imagine how all of you are feeling right now, but still being there for him the way you are being is amazing. 

When I read this post, it seemed a little familiar to what my Nan did in her final weeks. Although my Nans cancer had spread and she passed within 6 months, so it's a much shorter timescale compared to your husband, she started to do some things that upset us at the time, but only later we found out why. Now this may not be the case for your husband at all, it could be completely different, but I just wanted you to know that you are not alone. My nan started pushing us away, by not kissing us grandkids. She would just give us a wave and say she had cold sores and didn't want to give them us. She tried the same thing with my mum and aunt, but they said they didn't care and didn't mind catching cold sores. It was little things like this that she kept doing. She even got my mum to get Goodbye Presents for us all. A while after she passed, we mentioned to her best friend how she had been off with us, and listed all the things she was doing, to which her friend replied that my nan had told her she was doing these things to try to make it a little easier for us when she passed, cos she thought we wouldn't be as close to her. This wasn't true at all, but I guess that's how she was thinking when she knew she hadn't got much time left. 

I think all you can try to do, is keep supporting your husband in the wonderful way you already are, and if you feel you can, ask him why he's pushing you and your sons away, and explain that you want to be there no matter what. 

I hope he lets you back in again, as it'll make this horrible situation a little easier with you being United against it. 

But please, if you don't feel like you can talk to anyone at home about this, message me anytime, I'll be there for you. As will many people on this amazing forum. You are not alone, remember that. Sometimes it helps to have a chat with a person who is neutral. 

Lots of love and light to you, your husband and sons, 

Alexia xxx