On friday i found out my mum could possibly not be here at xmas!
Shes fought a long hard battle with cancer for the last 4 years thyroid cancer had her thyroid removed! Lung cancer had half her lung removed and was doing really we found out last year that she had cancer in her lymph nodes on her airway and she went through aggressive chemo and the tumour shrank!
Last friday she had an appointment and they told her the cancer is back and is aggressive its collapsing her lung and has hit her bones and has a broken rib because of it they then told her to prepare as she may not be here at xmas!
My brothers are not coping very well one has just had a baby boy and he was sat this morning alone wanting to throw himself off a bridge over a motorway this morning i talked him down over the phone but im really worries i dont know what else i can do for my family nothing anyone says makes me or them feel any better my other brother had gone really quiet and wont talk to anyone
i am struggling as i live miles away and can only get down there couple times a month as i have a daughter myself in school and i work full time
its really hard someone tell me it gets easier to deal with please!?
