Wat to say!
Most important Person of my Life have a cancer. Diognised in Dec 2014. it was mere head n nect cancer, than in next 3 moth cancer in bone marrow detected and even six month later brain tumar detected. u Know, just like any other loved one's I have also thought that evrything will be fine. it's been 4 years now, Situtation has worsen only.. day by day his condition is getting worst. We are in long Distance relatioship. He stays 750 km away from me. Commited to each other against Society. his Family Friends and every other people around him Hates Me like Hell. All feels that Since I have entered in his Life he has started loosing. I am bad luck for him. after my entry his Life got screwed. I never wanted this. I can give my life and evrything for his betterment since begining. Very Very purely sayng watever love feeling devoped between us was Just happend. total unplanned. Just happened. some how we fell in love. Lots of stress came after this relation and one day i knew he has detcted with Cancer. Since last two years I have not Seen him, we used to chat but now since few month we hardly chat due to his health Condition. I am not guilty but I am really in pain for his adverse health.... this relation is not acceptable in our society I am not able to talk about it with anyone ... I can not Share....He Himself is trying his level best to support me but now he is helpless. Even If he willing he could not. He has 3 type of Cancers as much i Know. tumer in brain, bone marrow cancer, and Head n neck. He has gone through half Dozen surgery. He could not eat as he starts horrible vomiting, any damn day he has to rush to hospital, Suddenly health goes out of Control. He has developed high BP and Diabetese as a side effect of Medicine.
Worst Part of My life Is I can not See him, I can not help him, I am worthless now.
He is in pain, unbearable pain and i Can not do anything for him... thats troubling me a lot. So helpsess. so hopeless, all alone. Every moment i Feel I should die before he closes his eyes forever but again heart says what he will go through after knowing my death. I can not live without him and he has promised me he will never leave me alone. He nevr breaks his promises.
I know cancer community doesnt have intrest in such stories... but I wanted to share it Somewer, Since four years I am juggling alone... I just wanted to Share.
If anyone can share story of survival in Bad Case Like this Plz Help me. But it should Be truthful. Be hosnes... Is Der any Chance he can fight aginst cancer and Win. Is there Any chance he will be get back to normal life... I have lived a lot with False hope... now I want to know truth. have you ever Met Anyone Who Has survived even in Such Situtation.
Plz Do share. thanks For listening me for So long....
I am Sorry
