Hello Debknits, 

I am sorry to hear you are having to wait for these important results at the moment and I can imagine the wait is truly agonizing. It must be all the more stressful as you also have to take into account these other health issues that have affected you recently and I hope the abdominal ultrasound goes well on the 1st of October. 

I know it is really hard as they told you it looked suspicious but try not to worry too much or anticipate what it might be. The best thing to do to avoid thinking too much about this is to keep busy and distracted if you can this week and avoid looking things up online. I can imagine it is hard for you to do this at the moment but it will help you feel a little less anxious. 

I hope you will also hear from others here who have been through all this before and that they will be along soon to share their story with you. 

Keeping everything crossed for you that everything turns out fine. 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator