Badger 

welcome 

I'm sorry to hear your story 

I had BC in June 22 now fully recovered and living like it never happened but in the beginning I won't lie I was scared 

I was told at my ultrasound it looked suspicious a week later it was confirmed 

good luck 

stay here for support 

Hi Badger6167

i totally understand how you are feeling and it makes total sense    I think this waiting time is really the worst part when you suspect something, hope for it not to be the case, yet desperate to know either way.  

You can see my adventure (journey) to date by reading my info. 

What I've learnt so far is that the waiting is part of the process and ensures all the facts are in place to make the best recommendations for treatment. There are many people involved in making these decisions. Also, try to avoid Mr Google!  I've tried to limit my research to the NHS sites and two UK cancer sites, including this one. Everyone on here has been so generous with their time and support
 

The night times are the worst for me when my brain just doesn't seam able to switch off. Hence responding now  

Take care

Sam x

Same page my lovely,I had an appointment for an ultrasound, get called in to have a mammogram,ok that's fine, unpleasant for my right breast,sat back down, called in again for another one,3D this time,sat back down, called in for the ultrasound,2 lovely nurses, giving the eye to one another,felt the worrying vibe, and then a puncture biopsy (forgive me if that's the wrong phrase) I knew deep down what was about to come! However the words "yes you have cancer" were not said, I was taken to another room with another nurse, who then said "you'll probably have an operation within the next few weeks" your results appointment will be in 2 weeks, I don't think I cried at first, was in shock to be honest, my 1 question was "how do I tell my children" I walked in knowing in my heart, and walked out a very confused mum!! Because they never said those words"cancer " those 2 wks of waiting have been the worst 2 weeks to date, and that was 2nd of December, since then I've had a single right macetomy, which went really well, and now in 2 weeks I chose to go straight in with chemotherapy, some days it still doesn't feel real, the real struggle is being on my own with 5 children, 2 dog's, and 3 rabbits, but I also know in my heart I'm going smash this with a positive mindset (I have had down times) but managing to pick myself back up and just roll with cancer and try to keep things as normal as normal can be!! Thanks for letting me offload, I really hope your journey is a positive outcome, sorry if I've waffled on a bit too much, the greatest thing is coming on here and helping eachother by talking, sending love and hugs linds xx 

Thank you laraj, so glad you have recovered well. It's good to read so many positive stories. Another day closer to Friday thank goodness x

Hi sofabound, thank you for taking the time to write. I don't really worry for myself, it's more how it affects those around me. I will definitely be asking for advice after my appointment on Friday. Its bizarre really, you go through life knowing that this goes on, but until you are faced with it you don't realise how strong people are and how many organisations are out there to help. 

I actually feel quite humble.  A day close to Fri, just want to get it over with x

Oh wow Linds, you did not waffle at all. You should be so proud of yourself and what you are managing to achieve!  You have so much responsibility and so much that has happened in a very short time. Thank you for your words and being so honest. I'm sure you will help others out there too. 

Good luck with the chemotherapy,  don't know much about that yet, I just focused on finding out about radiotherapy initially but I'm sure it's tough going try and get some you time, but I'm guessing that's going to be a bit tough!x 

Badger 

hood luck for Friday I will be thinking of you my lovely 

big hugs 

love Lara ️

Lindz 

you have done so well looking after your 5 children that's amazing with what you are going through keep going being so positive it gets you through it 

did you get the Oncotype test done afterwards to determine chemo ? As I saw last time you were waiting to see if it was required for you ? 
Big hugs love Lara ️

Hey, 

I had an ultrasound and biopsy too. The radiologist was worried about the calcifications and the consultant too was worried. He said I have an 80%chance that it's cancer. I don't have a family history of breast cancer and 4 weeks ago I was told I had mastitis and the infection cleared up but left a hard solid lump. That's what was being checked out at this appointment. They also found a small lump in the armpit which I couldn't feel. The good news is that the doctor said its movable which means it could be early stages. But I'm still so scared.

I'll be waiting for biopsy results but feel so scared and anxious. I just felt numb when the consultant told me, I couldn't even cry and I still can't . I'm clinging on the 20% that he's wrong. But I just can't stop thinking about it and that's stopping me from sleeping.