Hello Rosey12345, this is hard for you and being told to relax when your head is in turmoil is not helpful!   What we don't know scares us most so your worries are real, once you have the results you will have a better chance of dealing with the diagnosis.   Don't forget you have Mc Millan nurses there for you, talk to them tomorrow if they are in on the appointment.   Good luck for tomorrow and let us know what the outcome is.  I do a little blog everyday and it clears my thoughts.  Write your worries down it helps release it from your mind.  Thinking of you and wishing you well.