Hi Ash, welcome to the forum but sorry for the reason you are here. I'm sure you were devastated when you found out that the radiographer suspects the spread of a primary cancer. Most of us on here can understand how that would have felt for you. As for having a full body scan, that's a good thing. That way they will be able to find out exactly what is going on everywhere in your body and the more they know, the better able they are to treat you properly and thoroughly. I know its' scary to think that here you are dealing with this terrible disease yet again. Waiting of course, is the hardest too, as not knowing what is going on, is hard because our minds always think the worst. Try to occupy yourself with other things that hold your attention and that you enjoy doing as you wait. Share this burden with people in your life that you feel supported by and come on to the forum and get support from others on here who know how it is for you. Good luck and I'll be watching to see your next post and see how you are doing.

Take care.

Lorraine 

Hi Lorraine

Thank  you for your supportive, kind words.  I am due to see the consultant this after non and will of course post an update.

warmest wishes

Barbara