In may this year I lost my darling hubby to cancer. As it’s been over 6mths I thought I’d be able to busy my self and start making a new life by volunteering,hobbys,grand children church and friends but I’m having trouble doing anything.
We where married for 42yrs and he was my only true love. The pain I feel everyday is overwhelming, I don’t want to get out of bed even when I have plans to meet friends. I know I’m not the only one but how on earth do I get my motivation back! I too tell friends and family I’m ok when I most certainly am not but I feel I don’t want to burden them. There just doesn’t seem any point in doing anything at the moment. Thank you for listening,it’s so good to be able to be real.