The waiting is killing

All I’ve done it seems is tests and waiting for results or appointments, I feel like I’m in a bubble and everyone around me is going full speed with their lives whilst I’m just stationary watching them, it’s a lonely isolated place to be. Still trying to come to terms with the fact I have a large 32ff one side and 0 the other since 4 weeks ago ! I know hopefully next year I will have reconstruction but the scar is just horrible and looks like a butcher has been at me. I’m so angry all the time and keep snapping at everyone. I have ok days and complete not ok days today being one. I’ve had bloods taken today as I continuously feel nauseous and dizzy. My appetite has gone out the window, anyone else have these symptoms post op ?