Hi Everyone, I lost my long term partner 4 weeks ago. We were together 43 years. We were going to get married, but alas we left it too late and he just wasn't well enough after his diagnosis. He was diagnosed in April with lung cancer and died 6th October. We didn't have children and I am an only child, and my parents are gone. I looked after him at home until the last week when he died in hospital. I don't know how I'm going to go on, or if I even want to.