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Terrified

20 Jul 2019 21:36

Today I found out that I have a tumor in the lumbar section of my spinal chord. I still have no confirmation as so what Kind of tumor it is or whether it's benign or malignant. I'm meeting with a surgeon on Monday. 

 

Because of the symptoms I cannot walk properly, I can't feel the lower half of my body below my ribcage, I can't use the bathroom properly, and I can't sleep due to constant spasms in my legs. 

 

I'm terrified of what is to come because I don't know what that is. 

Terrified

20 Jul 2019 21:38 in response to Mcmcou

 I have been living with these symptoms for a year. I should be happy to be diagnosed with something. But I feel numb. I'm not happy, or nervous, or anything. I dont know.