Hi,

I've read many posts on this site over the last few weeks, it's a brand new world to me and I appreciate everybodys posts - I would say more than you know, but I know you know :( But I thank you so much. It makes me so sad that we are all in the same boat but at different parts of the ocean x

We were told that my mother in law had 'hopefully' a year last month. She seems to be really going downhill fast and i'm now mad at myself for being ungrateful for the year because i was so upset hearing this at the time! They have a syringe driver ready as she has had a lot of days pain (Liver cancer, spread to spine and bones). I just don't know much about it ( I have read previous posts) but does anyone similar have an experience like this. 

I keep thinking we will have a lovely summer with her to then thinking it' any day :(. I know nobody can tell, I just wondered if anyone had a similar situation, thanks x