Hi everyone, I'm just wondering if anyone can give me some advice as i'm sure many of you have had to endure chemo too. I have breast cancer and am having weekly chemotherapy, the third of which I had yesterday. The actual side effects so far have been quite manageable but the problem I'm really struggling with is that when I have the chemo I get incredibly panicky and agitated and end up a complete wreck. The Piriton they give before the chemo makes me feel quite dizzy and a bit faint, which lasts the whole time I'm there. This time I was determined to be positive so I took an MP3 player and an eye mask, magazines etc but again I just felt awful and wanted to rip the drip out and run. It doesn't help that the room is boiling hot and we're all squashed like sardines. I was awake for hours last night in such a state of panic because I just don't know how I can cope with it, especially as I have to be in again on Wednesday for 6 hours for my first Herceptin..and they've said they can't combine my chemo with the Herceptin in future, which means being in twice a week in future. Has anyone else felt like this because everyone else in the chemo suite seem quite content sitting there reading their papers (they're all elderly apart from me, I'm 41 which makes me think if they can cope why can't I?). Sue