My dad is currently at the final stages of his lung cancer, he is 68 I'm 38. I can't cope with seeing him in these final days and have to keep leaving the room to break down continuously over and over. I feel I have been living a nightmare for the past 6 months from his diagnosis. He had already beaten cancer twice. He is my hero.he is kind.he is a gentleman. I can't cope without him. I am broken