Another wet miserable day,so cold when you have cancer.  Heating is on, God knows when we will supposedly get this extra money we are told about.  Seeing as cancer was diagnosed in April it's a good job we are not relying on it  Another day spent resting as he can hardly walk, stay calm, go with it I say to him, he is too tired to argue.  Only 8 days to last course and big day Monday, we get our scan results.   Please God I hope it's working. I can escape tomorrow for coffee and zumba.  It's difficult to leave some one on their own when they are so feeble.  I am wishing the time away until Monday,  and yet I'm scared at the same time.