What a long miserable day it's been, we should build an Ark and float away some sunny, except sunny doesn't help when you are having chemo!  I managed to escape for a few hours to have coffee and cake with a friend. M poor hubby has been stuck in all day,  this makes him sleepy and non responsive to my chit chat about my day.   This cancer affects your relationship,  how can I stay up beat when he looks poorly and in his own world.  How horrible it must be to have this black cloud over your head, without the rain and black clouds in the sky, it is a double whammy.  How can I cheer him up when he just wants to be left alone.  Please let it be a better day tomorrow.