Bad night.  Too hot and sets cancer cough off.  I Bury my head in the pillows trying to block it out, knowing I have a busy day ahead of me.  Drag hubby out of bed,  nervous as hell he says.  Hates the hospital he is going into as he had his leg amputated there, bad memories for us both.  Arrive in pouring rain, disabled parking available!   My optimism is soon lost though as parking charges apply.  I run around in the pouring rain looking for a pay machine going full circle until I find one hidden by the trees,  haven't got two pound fifty in change!   Back to car and tell hubby stay put will get some change.   Cashier situated in reception, back into the rain I am now like a drowned rat.  Back to get wheel chair, these Trusts certainly know how to challenge cancer patients and their Carers.  Deposited onto Ward and left looking very apprehensive hubby.   Back home, ironing done,dishes washed, a bit of lunch and back in a couple of hours to go through it all again  Roll on tomorrow,  a day to myself at a friends wedding, hope all goes well!!