Hi was diagnosed with ductal breast cancer at the end of oct and had an op on the 6th nov! I could cope with that but its the next stage being chemo that petrifies me! So so many side effects that am not sure i will cope! Is it as horrible as i have read about? Have 3 grandchildren whom i love and will i still be able to play with them and go out with them? I can't work for six months as i deal with the public and am told i could catch an infection! Its all too much! Why me? Sorry for ranting am not normally like this! X