Hi everyone
I’m 25 and two years ago my mum was diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer- at that time it had only spread to her bones and while the news was very difficult to come to terms with, physically she was ok. She coped with chemo relatively well and had great results- the tumour in her breast had disappeared and her bones were stable.
Sadly a few months after finishing chemo she started to get forgetful and dizzy. At the time we tried to convince ourselves it was side effects from the tamoxifen but an mri showed that she had a 5cm brain tumour plus 3 smaller legions in the lining of her brain.
Shes had full brain radiation and is due to start chemotherapy again but chemo had to be delayed due to a water infection and last night she was overcome with pain in her head. She’s so dizzy and forgetful it’s truely one of the hardest things I’ll ever watch.
Im terrified of watching her get worse and I often get anxiety attacks when I can’t get hold of her or my step dad, this morning in particular has been very hard as I can’t get hold of them and after last nights pain I’m so scared something has happened in the night and I was that upset last night I didn’t even say goodbye properly I just wanted to leave. I feel so guilty about that now because what if something has happened and I didn’t make the most of that time I had with her.
I hate this so much. Anyway just thought I’d share in the hopes someone else out there is going through the same things