Hi my mum died last Thursday the 6/8/18, she had bile duct cancer very rare i’m told. I found out in July she was gone in less than an eyes blink! I’m gutted, I have this pain in my chest that just won’t go away it’s the worst thing ever. I’m a long distance lorry driver due to start back work tomorrow and i’m Worried i’m not gonna be able to get back into it. I’ve had a week of but it just doesn’t seem enough i still feel very week. I used to ring my mum all the time and tell her in wich part of the country I was or when I was in Germany or Belgium abroad driving, she would be thrilled it was nice but now that’s all gone! I have a daughter and a lovely partner who i’m taking my anger out on slightly wich I feel real bad about but she’s handling it quite well at the moment. I suppose I just want to chat with people who are in the same place I feel i’m in. Anyways I already feel better about spilling this on here, I hope this is what it’s meant for thanks x
