my daughter is awaiting a stem cell transplant with me being her donor  she’s been in hospital since Sunday and was due to start her preparation treatment on Monday just gone but they detected an infection so they’ve had to postpone her treatment for a week so she was upset about it as was I , it’s suddenly hit me just how vulnerable and fragile her life is at the moment  I just hope this stem cell transplant works once it’s done  I have hope but for the first time since my daughter was diagnosed with cancer , that I feel like I might loose her trying to stay strong for her , her daughter  who is only 5 and my daughters brother and sister I really don’t want to break  but I feel so sad for her right now