My name is Kath and I have recurring ovarian cancer. It started in 2012 when I had major surgery including a hystrectomy. I recovered well and had no symptoms until 2016 when I started to bleed. Since then I have had further exploratory surgery a year ago but there was no option but to remove my bladder, bowels, and have a full pelvic clearance. I cannot bear the thought of this as I have seen the results at first hand whilst hospitalised. Yesterday I contacted my surgical team and refused any further treatment other than palliative care. I am very afriad of what will happen now.