I dont know where to start. Im in the later stages of liver cancer with maybe a few months left. Im also at the end of an abusive relationship which has left me so tired and I know I held onto it for too long as I was scared of going through this messy end on my own. I came back to Europe to try and tick a few things off the bucketlist and now find myself in Spain after travelling all over Europe and about to be alone with no help and I dont know what to do. I`ve no family left and my friends are dotted all over the world and I can`t be a burdon on them in my messy end and to be honest im too sick and exhausted to travel anymore. I just dont know what to do anymore