Hi everyone,
I’ve been going through a lot over the last few weeks and I need somewhere to come for some coping mechanisms.
I’ve been suffering from chest pain and back pain since last October, with occasional numbness in my left arm & leg. It was palmed off as anxiety by several GP’s. I then started spitting up blood, had chest X-rays, told nothing to worry about. One night in January I woke up with water brash & felt nauseous all weekend, chest pain worse than ever and began to spit up pure blood (not mixed with phlegm) Also had occasional night sweats and lost a stone in weight. My shins are also hurting me especially in the left leg and I’m having occasional muscle spasms. I also have tingling in the back of my head, a weird pressure behind my eye and my tongue feels tingly & I have a funny taste in my mouth. After several trips to A&E they eventually did a nasal endoscopy & found a bleeding area which the first doc called an ulcer. I’ve had an MRI, no results yet and an endoscopy booked in for Tuesday.
Im only 31 with 2 beautiful children aged 2 & 5. I’m an absolute mess, I’m trying my hardest every day to stay strong but I’m not sleeping, I’m crying on & off every day (not in front of kids) My bloods are normal and I’ve had a ct of my abdomen which is normal so my husband is purely focused on those 2 positives & flat out refusing to accept any possibility of it being cancer.
After significant research online I’ve come to the conclusion that it is inevitable I have nasopharyngeal and or oesophageal cancer. I literally have all of the symptoms.
Has anyone else been in this situation and if so how did you get through it all? The thought of not being here to see my kids growing up tears me up inside.
Thank you for reading
Becky x