just over a year ago my nana dies from cancer she was my only nana that was alive I was close with her she and my papa would take me to there flat in Spain I would go to Scotland where they lived impn the holidays and then when she was diagnosed with her 1st cancer she beat it and was clear from cancer for 2 months and she was diagnosed with cancer again she kept on trying to fight it but I got to hard for her I would be taken out of school on a Friday and driven up there nearll every weekend it was hard as I had so many emotions but I feel like it’s only now that it’s sinking in that I will never see her again and I’m a lot more upset than I was can u plz help if it’s normal or if there is anything to help me thx u
