my beautiful mum and best friend was diagnosed with secondary breast cancer it’s only been 8 weeks I don’t know how to cope I’m blocking it out as too painful to think about life without my mum my best friend through everything she has been all me and kids have had I’m trying to stay strong as have two kids mainly for my oldest as my mum been like second mum to her and it’s hit her hard too I just don’t know a way forward right now I feel so alone and helpless I think my mum struggling which hurts my mum and dad are pushing each other away and my sister slowly breaking with severe anxiety and I just don’t know how to cope or if to let all my feelings go because I don’t think I would stop I don’t wish anyone to be in this situation as just the whole thing is s**t and then on top of that my mum being most important person and not wanting it to be about me or putting anymore strain on family I have urgent referral for suspected skin cancer where does it all end when do me and my family have good luck please tell me things get better with time??
