I’m 31 with three young children all was fine until one day I had the worst pain I have ever felt in my life on my right side. Seeing stars and rushed to a&e by the husband, drs thought it was kidney stones, sent for ct and they find this giant mass on my ovary. Two raised cancer maker blood tests ct chest scans and two weeks later emergency surgery to remove cyst ovary and tube... results were almost 3 weeks later and it’s this rare immature teratoma type one with an amazing prognosis, I know i am lucky in cancer terms but because this has all happened in the space of less than two months I’m really struggling to get my head around it? Like has anyone else been through this? Any advice on how to cope with it emotionally? I have amazing care at hospital and oncologist so I don’t feel worried about that side. It’s more how it has effected me mentally. I was a stay at home mother and self confessed control freak, had the kids in great routines and they were with me always... now I’m so scared to have them by myself because I still just feel so weak. I’ve recently stopped taking the tramadol I was prescribed in hospital and also used to help with the wound infection and I felt awful after stopping it. Iv taken codiene to help with the physical withdrawals of the tramadol but it makes me feel like a zombie. I don’t know what to say really. I just want to know if anyone else has been through this? Like I feel like somebody has taken an electric drill to my mind and everything I was certain about and my confidence as a person and a mother has just slipped away. I spend most of my time in bed because sometimes being out makes me feel so weird. Obviously it’s a side effect from the surgery and the drugs, but it’s as if everything in my world is different yet everyone else is the same. Anyways if anyone is reading this and has any advice on what to do? I’m having a bad day today... so anything said would be appreciated!
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