hi everyone. so shattered.and hoping for little advice. in my early 60'stages.I'll since last Xmas. large 12cm mass on ovary.plus 6cm cyst in rectum. haemorrhagedo few times from back passage. nauseous and bloated. was 8st2lb.now 7st 3.mostly housebound cause of arthritis so don't talk to anyone but it.finally having hysterectomy just before Xmas after several administration hiccups. rectal lump removedo mid November. so exausted & mentally numb.do others feel like I do? thanks.sorry for the miseries! angeeta.