I was told I had cancer of the oesophogus at 5pm tonight. I had an endoscopy last Friday which discovered a hyetus hernia and reflux. The lining had a number of sores and they took a biopsy which came back abnormal on one of the sores. Doc said it was malignant but it had been spotted fortuitously and early. I was as many of you will know in shock and expected to continue down the path of tablets. I have a CAT scan tomorrow to ascertain if it is localised or not. Doctor was optimistic it will be. Am lying in bed next to my wife who cried herself to sleep - I've tried to reassure her of the positives. She lost her Father to cancer 3 years ago. It is my birthday on Friday and I have 3 children, 15, 13 and 11. 2 boys and a girl. Too many people get cancer and I am now another statistic. Am terrified about tomorrow - appointment is at 1:15pm in London. Any words of encouragement from people that have been here would be gratefully received. God bless you all. R