My husband has recently had a diagnosis of stage 4 bowel cancer, had an emergency ileostomy and is still very poorly in hospital. He's only 69 and usually very active. Always helps me cope with situations. We have been married 43 years and do everything together. I'm in a state of panic and not coping, I can't eat or sleep and I can't stop crying when im alone. Im trying to hold it together for my grown up children who have their own families, but can see the fear in their faces too. Can anyone help me, perhaps learn a coping strategy please.