Hi everyone. I had my mammogram in June and was recalled. They had found an abnormally in my left breast. I had a biopsy which came back as normal tissue. However, the breast care clinic wanted to find out was this little lump was and so I had another biopsy. I was told on Friday that it is cancer. It is small, less than 1cm and I am having a lumpectomy on 20 August. My life has suddenly gone in a downward spiral, what with my sister in law passing away with cancer of the vulva at the beginning of the year, my cousin dying of a sudden heart attack whilst on holiday in Disneyland with his family in April, my youngest son, leaving to work and live in America tomorrow ....the list goes on. .... I keep trying to tell myself everything will be fine, but I am panicking every so often and just want to run to the hills and scream!