Newbie to the site

Hi I'm new to the site and not sure what to say I'm 42 years old and have been told I have non Hodgkin's lymphoma. Still waiting for ct results although it has been confirmed to be in my bone marrow and low grade. I've now been sent to see the respiratory team next week off the back of my ct but not told what they want and just that it's urgent. My consultant told me I'm on watch and wait for now but I'm worried that might change next week from this new appt.  Finding all this a bit hard at the moment and very emotional  but it's encouraging to see  how everyone else is managin from their posts on here.