Good evening,
Thank you for taking the time for to read my post, I've been browsing for a few weeks and I've decided now is a good time to say hello and post ;)
Ive had an abnormal smear, HPV and high grade cells, I've not had a successful smear in 10 years, I beleave this is because i have a phobia of smears, when I see the spectrulum to me it's like someone is coming at me with a knife! this fear has caused my vaginal muscles to spasm and the spectrulum couldn't be put in to find my cervix.
I work full time, I'm a mum to a 5 year old, I didn't want to put anyone out taking a day off work to mind my son whilst I could cost effectively have a smear test, inspite of my fear and problems I kept at the failed smears, I probably should of been given Valium, then 1 doctor managed a successful smear.
Results came back as above, consultants decision (failed having a colocopy, consultant couldn't get spetrulm in) Was to go under general for LLTEZ biopsy.
I'm waiting for results anxiuosly, I'm told by the hospital they are taking longer than usual to come back, they are checking daily and if I have further questions to call them back.
Because I haven't had a smear in 10 years finding it difficult concentrating in work and I'm thinking the worst, can anyone relate to my story or anyone successfully come out of a cervical biopsy with a 6 week wait?
Thank you