My mum was diagnosed with stage 4 ovaran cancer a year ago. There is no cure for her but they were using chemo to keep her numbers down. But in the past 2weeks her numbers have increased from 200 to 77000 and she cant leave her bed. She wont see me or my children as i think she wants us to remember her as she was. I feel so selfish wanting to see her i desperately want a cuddle from her. She hasnt got long left and today she sent me a goodbye text and now wont answer my messages. Im lost