Hi everyone. I'm here because my mum was admitted to hospital last night and it looks like she might be ready to die. She was diagnosed with throat cancer four years ago and it spread to her neck and now she has advanced lung cancer. The doctors said they didn't know how long she had left so I guess we've been waiting for this but it still seems like I'm in shock. I can't bear to watch her suffer any more but I really don't want to lose her either. My dad is totally devastated, he said they were discussing funeral plans so now it's seeming real. This morning the doctor said that she has an infection and they're trying to clear it with antibiotics but I'm slowly losing hope and I feel utterly helpless.