My Mum has cancer of the lungs that has spread to her kidneys.

Last Wednesday she told me that it’s incurable and the Drs have given her 3 treatment options. Two chemo options and one tablet that is ground breaking and works on the kidneys.

i have no siblings and, to say I’m the only one, we do t communicate well. They’re very insular. Dad’s told me everything they know so far and will tell me everything from now on.

In my mind I’m going to lose my Mum this year. 

I have 2 wonderful young children and my heart breaks for them and my Dad.

I can’t stop crying and have sad songs going around my head.

my world is spinning.