My Wonderful Mother Passed Away Peacefully At Home :( Wednesday 2 August 4:15 In The Afternoon :( I can't Put Into Words At Moment How I'm Feeling :(
They picked my mothers body up Thursday 3 August at 10:00 in the morning :( I didn't want 2 see her I couldn't with my partner talking some sense 2 me I went up the house . I glad I did it was so hard my sister dressed her in her own clothes what my mother picked :( I just couldn't stop crying it didn't look like my mother :( my sister was on one side and I was on another I remember crying and my head was down I just couldn't believe what I was doing :( b4 I went 2 my mothers house it was raining then out of the blue the sun shone through the window it was like the sun was shining on us it was strange feeling :( I think I'm losing the plot my head all over the place all the knowing that we new my mother was going 2 die from bowel cancer u still not prepared 4 it when it do happens :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
