I am 32 f and I found out my mother is dying yesterday. I am in shock and disbelief. She has had cancer since 2020 but it always seemed treatable and the consultant had stated the possibility of years left last year.
I am abs devastated and I just feel lost. My mother is my only parent and is the matriarch of the family. She is the one I talk to every day. I have no partner or kids so I don't feel I have to put on a brave face.
I cannot stop crying and I just can't see how this will get better. Can anyone advise on books or anything that makes you feel better please.