I have just found out today that my Husbands treatment is being stopped due to Husbands lymphoma not responding to treatment! It is more or less a matter of time and I am terrified !

He was diagnosed 13 weeks ago with Stage 4 Lymphoma and has undergone a few different rounds of chemo .

He’s had ups and downs but unfortunately took a turn for the worse a few days ago and the Doctors are now saying that they are not intending on continuing with any treatment the best thing they can do for him is make him comfortable with morphine ! 

I am terrified about what’s going to happen and how to deal with it as I am only 33 and my Husband is 40. We have been together for 10 years and married for 4. I just can’t even begin to imagine my life without him !

I’m concerned as the Doctors told me this info on my own and my Husband hasn’t been told that his treatment is stopping ! I don’t know what he’s thinking but it’s not something I would want to bring up with him .

I’m just feeling so helpless and frightened.