Hi I'm 19 years old 

my grandmother took me from fostercare 4yrs old only living with her for 2 years then she had been admitted to hospital with Brest cancer She had her right breast removed 

only 5 years later after having cemo therapy every week on Fridays to try strink the cancer after having breast removed the cancer has spread to her bones and she has been getting treatment for 5 years after April 2019 

i lived with my nan throughout most of the time when she had cancer i went with her to mostly the treatments radio therapy and kemo therapy . I watched my nana hair fall out gradually until she shaved it fully off .. this year may 2018 my mum then faced breast cancer in her leftover breast I stayed by my mum side every step of the way to the point when's we found out to when she had her breast removed and now she's looking forward to her reconstruction . The only issue she Ima facing is going to see my nan after she's took me in from care raised me to the best she could then I had moved back in with her to Find out the cancer has come back and it's spreading . Ive lived on my own since 16 and found it hard to be able to face my dying grandmother I feel like it had something to do with me casusing my nan to get stressed and get high blood pressure i may Be the reason to why the stress caused cancer i was the stress being a young child facing the care system . I just wish I can do More before the time comes and it's to late