Hi there,
I'm pretty new to this and not a usual forum / blogger type, but I've just learnt my dad has incurable bone cancer. I'm absolutely devestated and I'm really lost as what to do next.
My mum is heartbroken at the news, her and my dad don't live in the same city as me (I moved to London a few years ago with work as did my brother) but we have a very close and loving family. My dad especially is always described as the most cheerful man in the room.
This all feels surreal and like a nightmare, and I've read the advice about 'one day at a time' but I'm struggling to block out all the anxiety and gut wrenching I'm feeling about how our future is going to be cut short.
Im especially worried for my mum. Her and dad are so much of eachother's lives - they do everything together and they were just about to embark on their retirement. I'm trying to stay strong for her but inside I feel like my world has just caved in and I'm scared for what the future now holds.
i don't really know what I'm looking for as a response, I just felt I needed to write down how I was feeling - but I'm sure other people will have had similar experiences and may now be in a better place.
Josh