My mum has stage 4 kidney cancer, we have been told she has up to a year. I don't even know why I'm writing this...
my sister is taking her to appointments etc.. she calls me to keep me updated as my mum doesn't want to talk about it. Mums getting angry at my dad, my brothers mental health is going down hill and I'm trying to help him.... will covid I can't go and see her because I work with children so could be exposed to the virus. My son is asking questions and doesn't understand the full extent. I'm torn between going to see her and keeping her safe. Just feel torn apart and alone, I don't know how I can cope with all that's going on, I spend most nights crying or exhausted. I know no one can help. I just had to write something where someone might understand. I do t know what to do for the best. I just want my mum to get better.
