Apologies if I ramble, I've never written in a forum before. I'm 30 years old, live with my partner and have a 3 year old girl and expecting another baby girl in the next 8 weeks. My Mum, who I speak to every single day and very close to told us last week she has stage 1 breast cancer. I attended her app with her and it's small (2cm) which is good so she is to have a lumpectomy and radiotherapy. I'm trying to be positive for my M um but I can't stop crying all the time. Everyone keeps telling me their success stories of people they know who have survived this and I'm very glad for them but finding it hard to be optimistic as my Aunty and Gran died young from BC. I don't know what I would do without my mum and I want to be there to help and support her. I just feel devastated. :-( how can I stop my own selfish thoughts so I can focus on my mum and her feelings/fight? Thank you for reading this. Xxx