I lost my mum on 4th April. Her battle this time was 5 weeks. Actually I still can't believe it. She's not gone, she's away somewhere. Well, now I want her back! She was everything to me. My mum, best friend, partner, confidant. Always there, every day. I've been a single parent for many years so mum always helped and she's the only person ever in my life who truely loved me and I am lost