I lost my mum about 2 month ago now and I feel like my life isn’t getting easier I am only 20 and I never imagined my life without her she was my everything she was 44 when she passed one day away from her 45th birthday . I just feel like I don’t want to be around anyone not even my only family I just want to be alone but I can’t get any alone time . I want to just leave my family for a while and just deal with it myself but I can’t seem to find the right time and I don’t want to tell them because I know they will ask 101 question I just want to Greave on my own but I can’t get the time . I feel like I am constantly drained with no energy and I don’t wanna work but I have to because my boss won’t give me anymore time off . Is there anyone who can help