Malignant cells

I had a blood clot in April and had to have a urine sample tested. It has trace blood in. I wasnt told until late July. I was sent for another one and subsequently have had 3 more, all with trace blood.  Had a referral to see a urologist today. I'm being fast tracked for cytology tests and 2 procedures to look inside my bladder as he mentioned malignant cells. I am in pieces. All I can think of is my 10 year old wont have me around for much longer. I should hear within 2-3 weeks about the procedures and the consultant said I should know if its treatable within 5-6 weeks. Totally besides my self.