It is hard to have life without her I have taken care of her until her last breath taken (Died at home of lung cancer) Fortunately I'm living in the country where the government takes care of their citizens whom are may need support. My life for ever changed I try stay on my feet therefore I keep busy I go to her greave evry morning laying a red coronation on her grave Fortunately I have wood shop in the basement where we made her cross for her grave with my grand sons that was a day after we buried her. Also I keep busy building a coffee table top which I have promised her along with book shelf’s because the old ones are full with books she has read. I love her I miss her memory is in my heart I go for walk every morning with my dog which was her dog following her foot steps I must do that because that makes me bit stronger She had lymphoma 6 years ago then 6 years later she was diagnosed with lung cancer. In between she was volunteering for the Canadian cancer society by driving cancer patients for theirs cancer treatments She was the one whom proudly displayed her self as a Cancer survivor giving hope to her passengers. I will pick her routes in the near future. I seek support from local group of widowers
